chupamela
Active Member
So now everyone knows the truth.... I've been a dd reader since 2012 but didn't really come to the forums til about 2014 but didn't make an account to 2015 and recently started commenting. I love the way dd doesn't sugar coat or pc the crap out of the news. I love the fact there's so many people here that feel the same way I do about our world without being status snobs, simpleminded, or racist. I read a comment that said someone's crazy didn't come out until people really got to know her. I don't know what she did but I decided to put it all out there.
Since I plan on being here for a while here's my moment of transparency... I'm born and raised in Indianapolis Indiana with the exception of living 2 years in Brownsville Texas , I loved it there I was 20 minutes from South Padre Island and it was in the FBI's top 5 safest cities in Texas. I came back to Indy to take care of my 89 y/o wonderful grandmother who raised me. I accredit her and my Grandfather for raising me to be a strong person, and being the biggest reasons I love being around the elderly, that and they have the coolest stories.
I'll be 39 in august (weeps a little). I'm a mother of 2, a daughter that's 18 and transitioning daughter that's 19.5 and I'm very proud of both. I've never been angry or ashamed but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't wish her life would have been easier but only because ignorant people can be cruel and judgmental. I'll never understand how a parent wont except their child just because they're LGBT. I'm proud I raised children strong enough to have no regrets. If you have conditional love you're not a parent. your a POS....
I was married twice. My first husband could very well have is own story here on dd for being equally pathetic monster, pathetic junkie, and all around POSF who's new lows never surprises me anymore. My second husband was a good guy even with the problems we had, we had separated for a year and talked about a divorce before he was diagnosis-ed then shortly after passed away from lung cancer in 2013. I begged him for years to see a doctor, instead he didn't go until he passed out with both lungs collapsed at work and he had no choice. Doctor said 6 months earlier and they could have done something to save him. Before we separated I told him I didn't know what else to do other than stabbing him in the shoulder to make him go to the hospital, I sometimes wonder if he'd be here now if I did. Doesn't matter now, I never could have done it anyway.
As of my birth parents they were shit, they lived a block away I got to see one of them twice a day. Once when they dropped my little brother and sister off before school and another when they pick them up, Every once in a while I lived with them but it never lasted long. My father is a first born abused child and my mother is just a psychopath who used him knowing that. I was always close to my little sister and brother, they were never abused. I never wanted to say anything because I never wanted my sister and brother hurt. I think it's why I have a hard time in the crimes against children forum. I'm lucky, I lived, I had family who cared enough to protect me, and my father eventually felt guilty about what he'd done. Just not enough to stop her. It was my grandparents that told me, your father doesn't understand what he's doing because he was abused. My parents met in highschool and it was my mother's parents who raised me. They did try with my mother, she was born without a continence. Come to find out my father held from Raywick, KY. cousin tom John Boone, hell he looked so muck like him FBI talked to him more then once. After being an adult I found out most my father's side was and still is the "Cornbread Mafia". I remember seeing it all as a kid since my Granny was one of the heads of the Cornbread Mafia, she's dead now so... I can say none of them were ever what police and FBI claimed they were. They weren't crazy homicidal cop killers, but unfortunately they were racists.
I didn't plan on telling this much about my life but after I started typing it was kinda therapeutic, plus now I got all my crazy out of the way. Other tid bits about me.... I'm pro choice to a point, I don't like abortion personally and I think once someone starts using it as birth control they should just be sterilized. I'm pro death penalty and I think is way under used. I think Trump is a very dangerous manipulative man who like his promised but never delivered taxes, he only used the laws to his benefit. I'm an open book if you want an answer, I'll give it if I can
Since I plan on being here for a while here's my moment of transparency... I'm born and raised in Indianapolis Indiana with the exception of living 2 years in Brownsville Texas , I loved it there I was 20 minutes from South Padre Island and it was in the FBI's top 5 safest cities in Texas. I came back to Indy to take care of my 89 y/o wonderful grandmother who raised me. I accredit her and my Grandfather for raising me to be a strong person, and being the biggest reasons I love being around the elderly, that and they have the coolest stories.
I'll be 39 in august (weeps a little). I'm a mother of 2, a daughter that's 18 and transitioning daughter that's 19.5 and I'm very proud of both. I've never been angry or ashamed but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't wish her life would have been easier but only because ignorant people can be cruel and judgmental. I'll never understand how a parent wont except their child just because they're LGBT. I'm proud I raised children strong enough to have no regrets. If you have conditional love you're not a parent. your a POS....
I was married twice. My first husband could very well have is own story here on dd for being equally pathetic monster, pathetic junkie, and all around POSF who's new lows never surprises me anymore. My second husband was a good guy even with the problems we had, we had separated for a year and talked about a divorce before he was diagnosis-ed then shortly after passed away from lung cancer in 2013. I begged him for years to see a doctor, instead he didn't go until he passed out with both lungs collapsed at work and he had no choice. Doctor said 6 months earlier and they could have done something to save him. Before we separated I told him I didn't know what else to do other than stabbing him in the shoulder to make him go to the hospital, I sometimes wonder if he'd be here now if I did. Doesn't matter now, I never could have done it anyway.
As of my birth parents they were shit, they lived a block away I got to see one of them twice a day. Once when they dropped my little brother and sister off before school and another when they pick them up, Every once in a while I lived with them but it never lasted long. My father is a first born abused child and my mother is just a psychopath who used him knowing that. I was always close to my little sister and brother, they were never abused. I never wanted to say anything because I never wanted my sister and brother hurt. I think it's why I have a hard time in the crimes against children forum. I'm lucky, I lived, I had family who cared enough to protect me, and my father eventually felt guilty about what he'd done. Just not enough to stop her. It was my grandparents that told me, your father doesn't understand what he's doing because he was abused. My parents met in highschool and it was my mother's parents who raised me. They did try with my mother, she was born without a continence. Come to find out my father held from Raywick, KY. cousin tom John Boone, hell he looked so muck like him FBI talked to him more then once. After being an adult I found out most my father's side was and still is the "Cornbread Mafia". I remember seeing it all as a kid since my Granny was one of the heads of the Cornbread Mafia, she's dead now so... I can say none of them were ever what police and FBI claimed they were. They weren't crazy homicidal cop killers, but unfortunately they were racists.
I didn't plan on telling this much about my life but after I started typing it was kinda therapeutic, plus now I got all my crazy out of the way. Other tid bits about me.... I'm pro choice to a point, I don't like abortion personally and I think once someone starts using it as birth control they should just be sterilized. I'm pro death penalty and I think is way under used. I think Trump is a very dangerous manipulative man who like his promised but never delivered taxes, he only used the laws to his benefit. I'm an open book if you want an answer, I'll give it if I can
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Not a cookie giver (don't get me started)
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