Hello,
I am the girl that this post has been talked about over the course of 5 years. I have seen all posts saying how it was my fault for coming onto him or he forced me into "submission." I'm here to tell you that, that is not the case. He treated me like a kid till I started to develop and then things became weird and eventually he began to touch me in ways I didn't understand as a kid that I now understand as what society deems as an adult after high school. I was once vulnerable and he came onto me and made me feel special and wanted. He then proceeded to groom me over the course of a week after I had a bad night. It went on for 3 months, yes, I willingly let him do it because he told me that he loved me and that no other man will ever love me like he does. In a way, looking back on it now, I was doing all I could to keep my sisters safe from him the best that I could. He had me so involved in his life that he essentially used me for his own personal gain. When my mom had realized what was going on, it had been 3 months by that time, I felt so scared because I didn't hide it well enough. The twisted thing about this is that, he told me that it was wrong, he told me that if anyone found out that he could go to jail and it'd be my fault because I didn't keep the secret. He was abusive. Everything had to be about him and only him and wouldn't have it any other way. He has verbally, physically, mentally, and sexually abused me. I have amazing friends and living life to the fullest as I possibly can. I have been getting the help and support but I will say that I do get bad days and all I have to do is push through them.
I'm not looking for sympathy or remorse. I'm just clearing the air, telling my side of things.
-Kind regards,
UnknownImpasta